Special feature of 1905 film network "Are you worried that children don’t know who you are now?" At the end of the interview, we asked this question.
"It doesn’t matter who the papi sauce is, just come to the movies, and you will know after watching the movies." She sees a confession.
The movie is called, she is the heroine.
Journalists who have picked papi sauce probably remember her tense state in 2017. But as Jiang Yilei appeared in this trailer, she became much more relaxed. Outside the movie, she talked to us about popularity, children and drifting north, and when she relaxed, she brought out a Shanghai accent.
This is the fifth year that she became "the first online celebrity papi sauce in 2016". In five years, papi sauce has a team and company, acted in two movies, gave birth to children, and reappeared in public.
01 put on a play
Tomorrow Will Be Fine won the championship in 2018. This year, the barber Xiao Wu interviewed in the famous livelihood program "1818 golden eye" became a network scene; Modern brother Liu Yuning’s live singing finally became a singer and entered the entertainment circle; Li Ziqi, who has photographed antique food for 3 years, set up a company and opened an online shop. I am the ambassador of Chengdu’s non-legacy promotion.
Papi sauce, which has been popular for 2 years, is facing the ever-changing online world.
In the last video of that year, she didn’t add a voice changer to her voice, wore a sweater and sat on the sofa. She said a little seriously that she wanted to chat with netizens and have a heart-to-heart talk.
In this video, with a hint of hesitation on her face, she tells her own confusion on the Internet:
"There are many new stars I don’t know, and there are some new online buzzwords. I have no idea what they mean. I have shielded myself, and I may not want to accept new things. "
She covered her chest and concluded with a smile that she wanted to talk about it: "I have become such an adult myself."
Is this rapid change an attempt to make papi sauce jump out of the comfort zone? We don’t know. Just a guess. At that time, the company’s colleagues first saw Tomorrow Will Be Fine’s script. At that time, the film was also called "Xi Sun", which was about the ups and downs of life in Beipiao. Colleagues thought that the heroine’s temperament was very similar to her, so they pushed the script to papi sauce, which facilitated her meeting with director Yuan Yuan.
In the first communication, papi sauce talked about his experience of drifting north, how he spent those years of unemployment, and his understanding of the title of "Xi Sun". She likes the title, "It gives you a feeling of being warm and lonely at the same time, but there is also a feeling that there will be some hope for the future. It is a feeling of emptiness."
Xisun is the house where Xiao Yu, the protagonist in the movie, lives, facing west, and it is particularly sunburned in the afternoon.
Papi sauce has lived in Beijing for many years, both north and west, and in the studio for five years. The house in the film is a scene. In her view, the heroine’s home is nothing like the place where she lived.
02 migrate to Beijing in search of better career opportunities
Being poor, having had a job, getting sick, and failing in the project, papi Sauce feels that Xiao Yu has experienced and seen what she has experienced.
Movies telling the story of drifting north always have some standard plots, leaning out of the taxi and shouting how are you in Beijing? Or get drunk and shout, I’m leaving Beijing.
No one can really live like a movie. But the scenes in the movies are always familiar. Papi sauce said that he had seen friends drinking beer on the street of Guijie, and shouted loudly after drinking. Some people are floating silently, and there are many brave words hidden in their hearts. "I may not have any grandiloquence, but I think I want to try it in Beijing and see if I can have another chance."
In the first few years of graduation, the loneliness of leaving home made her want to go home, especially to the rented house, and smelled the cooking of other people’s homes. "It was really hard at that time. Other people’s homes may be a happy family of three or a family of five, but you can only go back and order takeout because I can’t cook. "
But compared with others, she feels that she has no way out. If her friends can’t find a good way out in Beijing, they can go back to their hometown, and maybe they can have a good job and buy a good neighborhood. But papi sauce feels that "I can’t find a job in Beijing, and I still can’t find a job when I go home. This is also very embarrassing." It seems that the drift from Shanghai to the north is more different than others.
She remembers her bitter years, when she went home, she could only cook noodles, but she could not immerse herself in it. If she chose this city, she must have confidence in it.
There is a scene of burning a boat in the movie. After the fire, it is a dialogue between the heroine and herself as a teenager.
That was papi sauce’s most satisfying scene. I took it once a week after I turned it on, and I took it again when I was finished. When I was making up the recording, papi sauce looked at my feelings in 2018. Now let me play Xiao Yu, maybe I really can’t play well at that time.
03 tiger parenting
By the time papi sauce recorded the film, it was already after giving birth. She looked at herself in the camera and felt that everything was different. "Now there is more loss of collagen. At that time, my body was not very good, but I felt that there were no children at first sight."
Looking at yourself, you will always be particularly sensitive. She thought, it was really a kind of fate, and she met a specific role at a specific time.
So for her, is this the end of her girlhood?
"graduate," papi sauce said. "I started to work, and I have a rapid growth, and my mind has matured a lot."
Now that the child is 1 year old, the mentality of papi sauce seems to be different again. We asked, will we consider where our children go to school? She said, yes, but she and her husband are people who don’t have a Beijing hukou.
We asked again, do you think you will become a mother in Haidian? Give children chicken blood and arrange studies and activities crazily from childhood.
Papi chuckled. She also read the report of "Chicken Baby Mom", but she really has something to say about educating her children:
"Some things in my childhood, you will tell yourself that you don’t want to be that kind of parent, but you said that if I really can’t help it in the future, I will always tell myself not to be like that, not to be like that, not to be the kind of parent I don’t like."
Busy at work, children can’t leave, papi sauce regrets, and more and more cherish their boring time every day.
04 popularity
This job in the Internet circle and entertainment circle that started in 2016 has now passed for five years. In the past five years, the flow has been like a tide, pounding the waves that hit the beach first.
At the age of 28, I was suddenly named "the first online celebrity" by the media. papi sauce said that it was really resistant:
"The name’ First online celebrity’ has never been particularly taken to heart, because I didn’t accept this kind of thing that others gave you, so I didn’t care from the beginning, so we won’t care much later."
However, an analysis of online celebrity’s self-media account made a video called "Five Questions about papi Sauce" this year. The first problem was that papi Sauce lost 220,000 fans in January this year.
Papi sauce has thought about popularity itself, and always feels that both popularity and creation are ups and downs. The work is good, the popularity can go up, the work can’t come out, and the popularity is normal.
The same is true for work. After filming for five years, the team will enter a state of collective unconsciousness and empty head every once in a while. The response to the video is also more dull:
"There are many times when we shoot a video, we don’t care how much we like this video and how many forwards we can have. We don’t care much about this."
When it comes to work, papi sauce has been trying to find the right words. After thinking for a while, I used one word: boundary. Say that finish, she changed to get out of her comfort zone. We laughed and said that the border is better. Papi sauce also smiled: "Right, the boundary is more advanced, broaden your own boundary."
She didn’t deliberately summarize or look forward to it. As for the five years, which year is the best, she thinks it is almost the same. Every year, there are times when the state is good or bad, and every year, there are times when you force yourself to do things that you don’t want to do. As for whether the new generation of Internet viewers will still remember her, papi sauce took the film as a cover:
"I don’t worry about it myself. If they don’t know me, they may not go to the movies. Then I don’t know that they didn’t come to see me, so that means I don’t know anything. Why should I care? "
It’s like, under the "role" of papi sauce, there is always a person named Jiang Yilei. Just like in this interview, sometimes it is the answer to papi sauce, and sometimes it is Jiang Yilei who wants to catch his breath.
